You are welcome to receive God's love and Grace!
I personally struggled my way back into society. I am a Christian now and have made mistakes in the past even as a Christian but I know there is grace and forgiveness at the cross.
If you are a Christian and struggle wondering if you can be forgiven I assure you Jesus is more than ample to heal your mind of the past and present situations you are going through. I have been through some hard trials myself and God has been there holding my hand every step of the way. He will guide you with his eye and rain blessings on you if you will turn your heart over to Jesus.
(Isaiah 41:13) For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.